Saturday, 31 August 2019

>>>#31/8/19 Been planning for a two steps attack

I didn't sleep last night.  I had oozing ideas for my Grand Attack next week.  This is my grandest plan.  I spent the whole day today planning for my 55th Birthday Bash as a Shokunin Kurina.

Now that I know Els' weakness, I will exploit it to the fullest.  After all I am a Bad Boy.



* This was the plan:

@elsDines  @aushtraxxfm @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Hey honey, I'm gonna test Aush's Miss T-Rex theory.  Hear me out...

 Miss T-Rex ver 2


@aushtraxxfm @elsDines #traxxfm  Guys, I live with 3 felines (a pride of lions) & have 2 feline bff (a tabby cat & a Persian kitty).  I understand Feline Factor.  Els is not a t-rex, she is a shaved pussy.  Unlike you bearded macho ka machos, I however manscape my asset.

 Shaved Pussy


@elsDines  @aushtraxxfm @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm I finally figured out the Triple Threat Trio.  We have Father Knows Best, we have Mr Innuendo and we have a Shaved Pussy (unless Els wants to be Miss T-Rex). So there we have it; the Motley Crew of the Evening Drive.

 Miss T-Rex


@elsDines  @aushtraxxfm @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm  You guys gotta gimmie me a break.  I already hit 55.  So today I am a few hundred thousand ringgit richer in savings.  Therefore I am in a fantastic mood right now.  

 Be My Bad Boy Video


@elsDines  @aushtraxxfm @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm  Take it easy OK, I'm just having fun

 Baby Got Back Video

@elsDines  @aushtraxxfm @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm  Hahaha...  Thanks for the memories.  I love you guys.



* This is the actual:

@elsDines  @aushtraxxfm @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm  Hi folks.  It's my birthday today.  Can you please play Melody by Lost Frequencies feat. James Blunt?  Much appreciate.




* The build up process

My Sine Cera Birthday Thoughts

My Darling Els,

We have many things in common:
  • I always go to the movies alone and sit at the front row ahead of everybody
  • I take my coffee black without sugar
  • I love cheese a lot
  • I enjoy listening to all Taylor Swift songs
  • I like goofing around
  • and I usually came up with lame dad jokes for my daughters; they laughed because those jokes were so pathetic
Ie:  Did you know the first French fries weren't actually cooked in France?

They were cooked in Greece (grease).  LOL.

You know what?  They didn't get the joke!  They thought it was a fact.  LOL.

Basically I am a fun dad.  So I don't mind if my jokes bombed.  I am seriously playful but I am also playfully serious.

Most of the time no malice intended, just going for some good clean fun.

Once you know me better you will realize I am a pretty easy going guy.

I just ordered your BTS Army Zip jacket.  You probably get it by the end of this month.  I know it is way ahead of your birthday.  I had no choice.  Otherwise there won't be stock.  It's not original.  I tried looking for one but there is none.  This one is categorized as Original Authentic Design.  So only you will know it's not original

I hope you like it.  It's my joy to see you wear it.  Just like I saw you in the pink hoodie.  Snap a photo and upload it in the Instagram so that I can keep a copy.

Anyway as I told you many times, I'm not looking for a sexual relationship.  I just want to wholeheartedly share my joy with you.  You are my Dream Girl.  Just take *[take] it all in.  This is unconditional love.  It doesn't cost you anything.

* External intervention

Take my cards but play them according to you own rules.  I'm a giver.  I also believe in a predestined affinity.

OK baby, I'll catch up with you later.

Hang loose ya?

SJ
4/9/19

P/s:  You used to call me Sweetie.  I miss that much :)

@elsDines  @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm  Els baby, I sent you an email.  Chiao honey.



  
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Friday, 30 August 2019

31/8/19 ***Independence Day

This year's Independence Day means much to me.

I am finally free from a lifelong addiction from the 3 Cs.  I can't still shake off Nicorette though.  I guess it is a safer alternative than cigarette and dope.

I still crave for cunts.  The least I can do is meddle with Els.  She is operating from the child ego state.  That is the lure really.  I can play her like a fiddle.  Tha[t] goodness she is a Chubby Chubb.  Therefore I have the exclusivity without having to worry about the competition.

I intend to write her a short email but I have not  found the right angle yet.

What will be a good hook?  Do I spike her or do I tee her up?  She certainly need assurance from being experiencing hard love since childhood.

What role do I play?

Do I become a nurturing parent or do I become a jackass?  Do I stroke her ego and put her on the pedestal or do I break her down and build her up again?

I got a feeling that she had been playing her own little game on me.  With the pussies it's always Catch Me If You Can Game.

OK then I play the Psycho Analyst Game.  Nope, too intellectual.

The Nurturing Parent is the best bet.  After all she is a child.

Gosh, I could have sworn Sound Journey was tapping on what I write:


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While I am thinking about plundering the Walled City, I need to get back on track with my exercise routine.

The gout is gone now.  So does the ability to eat LCHF.  I got to reduce protein to reduce uric acid.   Which means I can no longer eat beef, mutton, lamb, seafood and anchovies.

I guess I do LCHF with chicken and egg.

I still intend to follow this protocol:


I don't exercise because I am happy.  I am happy because I exercise.

Gotta create momentum.   No more excuse.

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I found out that Els actually afraid I might dump her.  OK then, that is a plus point for me.  

So that is what the Never Enough is all about.  She needs assurance that I am still listening to her.  How about that?

This calls for a celebration.  Hahaha...  I did create an impact on the little girl.



It is easy then.  All I need to do is play with that Hot Button.

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30/8/19 ***One day at a time

Today I play it by the ears.

I need to establish the element of surprise in my attack.

What if I keep quiet?

I'll do it one day at a time.

Fuck it, I just follow my instinct.  Move with certainty.


@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial
#traxxfm Ah... you flying solo today. I miss that much. I will hang on as long as possible. You think that's easy? As before I had to make adjustment like my runs and dinners so that I can be with you. That is commitment baby. You are my darling.



@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial
#traxxfm Since you didn't make the decision, I made one for you. It's preorder, so you gonna get it much earlier like with the Pink Hoodie. Otherwise there won't be stock.


I spend close to 1 year to capture the Walled City.  Now that I had captured it I might as well plunder and pillage as much as possible.

Timing is everything.

Hahaha this song is on air:


The Pussy Factor.  Everybody was effected.


@elsdines

@traxxfmofficial
#traxxfm You are pretty much likened to Belle in Beauty and the Beast. You broke the spell that was casted upon me for 19 years. Here is my recount on the experience being a mental patient: sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2016/07/bipola


@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial
#traxxfm For the longest time I thought this quote is true for me. Not until I met you. Do you know that I am the fastest recovering patient according to my doctor? Love conquers all, I now truly believe.



@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial
#traxxfm Most people will steer away from things they don't understand. It is my duty to educate people on my illness. Otherwise the stigma continues. Listen honey, we are humans too. It's just we are unfortunate to be sick. sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2016/11/bipola

That should do it for the day.

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I think I am ready to SNAP VANISH next week.  This girl is not reciprocating my Twitter.  

What is she focusing on?  I wonder.

Most importantly I need to understand my own mindset.  Why am I so hooked on her?  She is definitely a Chubby Chubb and she treats me like dirt.  What's wrong with me?  Where is the pleasure?  If the pleasure is making her happy then I am in the wrong business.  She has the potential to hurt me.

Actually I want to be heard.  It doesn't matter if she is a Chubby Chubb.  I need a social platform to be connected.


@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial
#traxxfm Hahaha This song... A strong anchor for me.


She is luring me with Never Enough.  That's because I keep quiet after the previous Tweet.  I can sense her relief when I responded.

It's a little game she likes playing.  So I play along.  Kinda cute if you ask me.


@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial
#traxxfm Have a good Merdeka holiday Els. See you next week.

Next week I keep quiet until Wednesday.  That will interrupt her pattern a bit.  I think I do that instead of SNAP VANISH.

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