Tuesday, 27 August 2019

28/8/19 ^^^I am my own best friend

Nobody is going to make me happy except myself.  Therefore I create my own rules to be happy:

  • Stay away from External Affairs
  • Always aim to lose that 30 kg
I'll continue tomorrow.  I need to sleep.

What I wrote earlier was lost and I have to start from scratch.

Let's see. my own rules to be happy:
  • Stay away from External Affairs.
  • Stay away from the 3 Cs; downward spiral loop
  • Stay away from religious and political matters.
  • Ability to withstand hunger.
  • Live in gratitude.
  • Exercise 1 hour a day.
  • Minimize spending.  The less I spend, the happier I am.
  • Spend time writing the blog.
  • Reduce 30 kg by December 2019.
Gosh, I don't know.  I forgot what I wrote earlier.  Somehow all these became less important.  I am more interested to quit Nicorette and able to lose weight and run again.




#traxxfm I came across a radio station in Sweden last night where it is 24/7 continuous music. All this while been plugged to the station except when comes to listening to you guys.

TraXX is really a lost cause.  I don't know what I am looking for except to use Els as my focal point to ground my overflowing emotion of Greater Love.



#traxxfm I basically only keep Evening Drive. Other time I am locked to this Sweedish 24/7 Continuous Music Station. That is 75% less airtime with TraXX. Good thing is I finish work early and have no need for Sound Journey.

Come to think of it I still need the Pussy Factor in my life.  Too ba[ck] the main squeeze in my life now is a Chubby Chubb.  Otherwise she is the only one I need to express my desire as a giver.


#traxxfm Ah... Belaian Jiwa. Fantastic Song. I dedicate it to


Hahaha...  This is the advantage of having an interactive radio station.

Fuck it, I don't care if they think I am crazy.  I am having a good time.


#traxxfm Actually I have this song with you in mind honey...


It's not the kill, it's the thrill of the chase.  And I know this girl, she likes being pursued.

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To have a girl getting excited about you is pretty damn exciting.  However this girl is a bit play hard to get. Such is the nature of girls from the Boondocks.

But I can tell she likes the attention she is getting .

OK she is biting on the "Perfect" song.  Now is to launch another Mongolian Horde attack... 


#traxxfm Honey, I don't get it... We took off pretty well in the beginning. Then you broke off with the silly boy Trevor Kerr. Suddenly you seemed to break off with me too. No more flows of likes, no more shout outs... What did I do wrong?

There hahaha...   A Mongolian Horde attack.

Up, up, up, then slam dunk...  LMAO then build up again up, up, up...  I can carry on with this game for as long as I want to.  

It's called play dumb dig deep.

To be honest, I don't give a fuck about what she wants to [t]o with my Tweets.  I am a troll, so as a troll I will be a nuisance as much as possible.

The trick though is to[o] have the peaks and valley at the right moment.


#traxxfm This graph somewhat describes the experience... So I'm not pushing it with you.


Yesss!!!  The attack works.  She cried...

The beauty of the Mongolian Horde attack is it is so well camouflaged that the victim doesn't know when is the attack coming.

OK what did I learned?  

I had cornered her emotionally.  I can play her like a fiddle from now on.

So now to build her up....


#traxxfm I'm going out. So I'll be listening in the car. This song is meant for you baby. I hope you like it. Later hon...


And so, that'a how the cookie crumbles.

Els may seem like a tough cookie, but the truth is she got a soft heart.  She is just a little girl inside.  I told you she is still adulting.  Hence I need to be more forgiving with her child-like behavior.

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It may seem I don't care about hurting her.  On the contrary I care for her.  The only thing is I disassociate from the experience so that I will not be hurt instead.

This is part of ga[v]e people play.  The aim is towards a nurturing parent and a happy child relationship.


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