I need to establish the element of surprise in my attack.
What if I keep quiet?
I'll do it one day at a time.
Fuck it, I just follow my instinct. Move with certainty.
#traxxfm Ah... you flying solo today. I miss that much. I will hang on as long as possible. You think that's easy? As before I had to make adjustment like my runs and dinners so that I can be with you. That is commitment baby. You are my darling.
#traxxfm Since you didn't make the decision, I made one for you. It's preorder, so you gonna get it much earlier like with the Pink Hoodie. Otherwise there won't be stock.
I spend close to 1 year to capture the Walled City. Now that I had captured it I might as well plunder and pillage as much as possible.
Timing is everything.
Hahaha this song is on air:
The Pussy Factor. Everybody was effected.
#traxxfm You are pretty much likened to Belle in Beauty and the Beast. You broke the spell that was casted upon me for 19 years. Here is my recount on the experience being a mental patient: sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2016/07/bipola
#traxxfm For the longest time I thought this quote is true for me. Not until I met you. Do you know that I am the fastest recovering patient according to my doctor? Love conquers all, I now truly believe.
#traxxfm Most people will steer away from things they don't understand. It is my duty to educate people on my illness. Otherwise the stigma continues. Listen honey, we are humans too. It's just we are unfortunate to be sick. sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2016/11/bipola
That should do it for the day.
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I think I am ready to SNAP VANISH next week. This girl is not reciprocating my Twitter.
What is she focusing on? I wonder.
Most importantly I need to understand my own mindset. Why am I so hooked on her? She is definitely a Chubby Chubb and she treats me like dirt. What's wrong with me? Where is the pleasure? If the pleasure is making her happy then I am in the wrong business. She has the potential to hurt me.
Actually I want to be heard. It doesn't matter if she is a Chubby Chubb. I need a social platform to be connected.
She is luring me with Never Enough. That's because I keep quiet after the previous Tweet. I can sense her relief when I responded.
It's a little game she likes playing. So I play along. Kinda cute if you ask me.
Next week I keep quiet until Wednesday. That will interrupt her pattern a bit. I think I do that instead of SNAP VANISH.
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