I'll wait for the date to get nearer before I order it. If no stock, I order the book. No big deal. This is part of luring. It is better than a surprise because I actually stretched the pleasure of anticipation.
“Pleasure is found first in anticipation, later in memory.”
―I got to be mindful of Hedonic Adaptation.
Maybe I SNAP VANISH for a few days and appear again on my birthday. There's nothing to be said anyway.
No I SNAP VANISH for until I order the jacket.
Let's go with the plan. SNAP VANISH for 3 months.
She is a waste of time. But actually she is playing with my cards using her rules.
Tears is a weapon really.
What is the decision then?
Let's test out until my birthday. 3 days/3 weeks/3 months.
Gosh, is that what I got to work with? I better RIP CORD after I give her the jacket.
She is not worth the trouble.
It boils down to attitude. I have to see right through it. She is not my type. Plus she is not reciprocating. Or is it me. I need her company more than she needs me.
How pathetic. First it is Sarah, now it's Els. Just my luck.
The choice is mine. I think I RIP CORD after the jacket. I should not waste time on her.
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