Saturday, 14 September 2019

>>>#14/9/19 The Mind of God

What is God like?  Well God plans ahead and God is proactive.

That's what I gathered from my own experience as the God of [M]y 12 meters square.  Therefore I am a subset of the Almighty too.

Who is God anyway?  He is no other than me in the future.  In that sense I had completed my Strategic Planning; all the wa[s] to the Adjoining Croissant and my life in the White Space including the manifestation of my life on Dragon Planet.

I had completed my work as God after I went through 20 years of torment.  So I paid the price with my life literally.

What does that say to you about being God, Sarah?  YOU WILL BE TESTED TO THE HILT.  It's like going to hell and back.

What it means is you got to go through hell to be in heaven.  There is no short cut.  Even with the Adjoining Croissant you enter from Wolfsschanze on the left.

Such is the nature of living.  We need to endure hardship.  Just like the butterfly got to push through the cocoon or else the wings will be too weak to fly.  Looks like I am now a full grown butterfly and I am already [o]n the afterlife.

We already in the afterlife since 2016 (a 9).  How appropriate.  I am 52 and I got 25 years to reach 77.  5+2 : 2+5 = 7:7.

Wo[o]...  Oh wow... Oh wow...  This is year 3 of the ascend.  22 years to go and I'll be dead.  Along with it the Constructive Destruction begins.  Oh boy, I cannot wait for my death:  Sunday 7/4/2041.  Cannot be any better than this.

I need to prepare for the best party in my life.  So it is true then, I will die smiling.  Everything that I imagine [a]s happening.  From the day I wanted to make my first million, to the day I wanted to be the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier, to defeating Iblis, all the way to me living free die happy; they are all real.


WE BECOME WHAT WE THINK ABOUT.

Therefore it is easy for me to see where my future is going.  I AM GOING HOME TO DRAGON PLANET!

Same goes with the Road to Sparta 4964.  I got to pay the price.  I got to be a minimalist to maximize my potential as a man fully functioning.  No indulgence.



Gosh, everything about me is true.  What I wrote in Dreams of Mirrors are the words of God LOL.

This is too far out even for me.  I am God.  My oh my...  

So this is what God is like.  He is me and I am him except I am living the life o[n] a human.  Wow amazing.  Whatever thoughts that come to mind including watching PORNHUB is the thought of me as God!  How awesome is that.  Hahaha...

So naturally things that repel like butt fucking is an ungodly thought.  Well, that just me.  Other people may find butt fucking appealing as long as they take precaution and do no harm in the process.

That also means the butt plug is not my thing. I threw away the prostate vibrator and the butt plug (brand new) because I am not into inserting stuff up my ass.

So Off Mind and Matters is the standard operative in having the Mind of God.  Hey, I should win the Nobel Prize for Dreams of Mirrors.  It is an operation manual to be a god.  GODDAMMIT!

Darn...  I deleted the God and no God Tweets.  From now on I should not delete anything as relevant as that.  My scripture is holy hahaha.  Holy fuck!

Wow...  I am God.  I can't believe it.  Me, Sharudin the Sloth is actually SHARUDIN ALMIGHTY.  Fuuuuck...

Imagine Sarah, while you guys are having your nonstop orgies, I will be fucking angels.  Six at a go.  Now that pretty heavenly stuff.

I still want to fuck Kristina.  So I have all them angels use her as the prototype.  How about that Sarah?  Seriously Sarah, are you sure you are not a girl?  I sure want to fuck you baby.


I can wait for 22 years.  There is always a new model but this is pretty much my standard.

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That settles it.  Brenda is a wild card, you are a dude.  That means my Tetrahedron is Lizzie, the kids and my Sweet Troll little Elsie.  She is going with me to the White Space.

It's the answer to her prayer really.  She wanted to be on Sailbad the Sinner.  She got it.

She needs to be mindful that we are soulmates.  I think I can conclude that it is a paternal love.  She will be a playmate pet rather than a wife material.

I like the girl Sarah but not in a sexual way.  Never been really.  She is my Dream Girl alright but it's not because of sex.  I like her because she is a happy child.

It's fun to have a soulmate.  No fling, no affair, just pure love.  That is what I call true love.  I need somebody like Els in my life.  She is like the sun shining bright.  I certainly can do with a playmate like her.  Otherwise White Space won't be any fun.

Els oh Els...  How you brighten my day with your laughter.  I love *[] so much baby.

You know Sarah it is still not too late for you unless it is CONFIRMED you are a dude.  I still love you very much.  I can't get rid of the feeling I have for you.  I'll be damned...

Even if you are a girl with dick, I think it won't be as bad.  I however don't do boys with tits.

* Oh shit.  You are a girl?  The reason why I am going through The Wandering Sufi 14.8.18 right now is to analyze your mental model.  I need to be sure that you are a girl baby.  Seriously, I am so in love with you to think that you are a dude.  I however need strong evidence to support my hypothesis.  It's a tedious process but I don't mind going through it.  Just to be sure.

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What's with you anyway.  Why are you taking me on a wild goose chase?  Just say it, I AM A GIRL.

I don't understand you really.  OK fine.  For the benefit of our relationship, I ACCEPT you as a girl.  Don't deceive me Sarah.  Please don't, really.  It is very time consuming to go through all the blogs just to be sure of your gender.

Come to think of it, I better start going through the sieving process again.  It is damn tedious *b[y] honey, that's because I love you so much.

*  This is so confusing Sarah, I didn't expect that we will be going through such a challenge.  Never mind, I'll go through the whole blogs if I **[w]ave to just to be sure you are who you are.

** Gosh now I am so frustrated but I will get to the bottom of this.

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