28/9/19 ***Listening to Mahathir rambling

This guy is a paradox.  On the onset he seemed like a caring leader.  But the reality is he is preparing himself to be immortal.  Perhaps he wanted to be remembered like Gandhi and Martin Luther King Jr.

Mahathir, champion of the underdogs.  He should think small but act big.  Instead, he think big but act small.

Well I have my own demands.  It's up to him.  As I said, my concern is personal but the [the] implication is ubiquitous.  I think local but act global.  I am after all an Autonomous Ruler of Sparta 4964.

With Mahathir, you have to look beyond what meets the eyes.  He plays an intricate game.  He is aiming for immortal glory.  Well, Alam Shah Alam must have a strong reason why they wanted him to be tortured in the Beginner's Mind.  He is Satan the Damned.  Certainly he had a long list of offenses that many of us forget.

Until I can tilt the vote of Alam Shah Alam, the verdict remains.  So Mahathir, just pray I can complete my Vision Quest.  Otherwise, your head is on the chopping block.  You and your racial based politics, your prejudice against the Jews and your injustice against Anak-Anak Iblis are not to be taken lightly.  I am holding you responsible for the crimes that you do since your existence.  Just like I hold Mr KePala ButUH responsible for crime against [against] humanity.

You are the Root of All Evil, Mahathir.  In your early days as the prime minister, you were guilty of hoarding for the few Fat Cat Malays including yourself.  You are not spared from corruption and enriching yourself and your family.

You may forgotten the centuries of crime you had done to create the rifts among humanity.  Even now I don't take your sugar coating professionally prepared speech lightly.  I look at your personal deeds and I listen to Alam Shah Alam especially Anak-Anak Iblis.  I look as the damages you had done with your ambition to industrialize the nation by favoring the few.  Of course I hold you responsible for the burning of the rain forest and the haze situation within this region.

I have 4 demands on you.  At the same time I still have my sympathy for you.  Let the Path decides on your fate Satan.  Are you worthy to be saved or are you doomed for eternal damnation as had been decided by Alam Shah Alam?  We shall see.

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Thus 2020 is a very important year.  It is the year that will determine if 100% humanity to enter heaven. 

This song is on the air:

I guess that will be my final attempt on this effort.  I am not getting younger Sarah.  Yet I'll give my best shot.  We are talking about going against the flow here.  Can I turn the hands of fate as depicted by the Path? All this while I said we are all governed by the Path and yet here I am trying to swim against the flow.

If I am successful I am truly the Greatest God among them all.  Not that I care about the superlative.  I however is trying to dissolve the idea of Eternal Damnation.  Hence Mission Hunt Of the Red October 2019 is my most crucial mission.  One that will determine [] I will *[] able to run the 2020 Marathon or the 21 km at least.

* Boy, you are surely [] optimistic Sarah..  I will do my best.  No promises.

This song is on air:

 Yup, it's against all odds alright.

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I'm still thinking about Els honey.  How you both had changed my life.

This song is on air:

Here I am, with an overflowing heart and yet I am stuck in the rut.  Hey, maybe my life is just one big paradox by itself.

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