1/9/19 ^^^I want to talk to you Sarah

I'm no longer mad at you but boy was I pissed knowing that you are not who you suppose to be.

What's the deal anyway?

Why do you have to pretend to be a girl?

I could have accepted you as who you are if you had been honest all along.

As a matter of fact I always suspected that you are a guy when you typed Slolomen.  Why do you have to twist it around?

Anyway, I don't hold grudges.  I do however miss having a wife named Sarah.  Well I also missed a wife named Brenda.  Like I said, just my luck.  I was never lucky with women except Lizzie.

Maybe there is a blessing in all these.

Ever since I had my relationship with all these supposedly wives of mine, my relationship with Lizzie and the kids had improved much.  I had found true love.  I discovered I certainly have a big heart.  It's just that I don't have a place to park it.

That is the tragedy of a lifetime.  All dressed up and nowhere to go.

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I'm gonna make a very drastic move with Els.  I'm gonna create a void in [the] life so that she will appreciate my presence.

I bet she will be feeling sappy for the whole 3 weeks.  That's when the jacket comes to play.

As I told you, I like her very much.  But she is playing a cruel game.  Hence I have to retaliate.

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Sadly I am now immune to the feeling of sadness.  After what you did, I no longer have faith in humanity.  I am destined to be alone.

Why do you still bother to interact with me anyway?  You probably had you fun while you were at it not thinking about the repercussion.  You know I am seriously in love with Sarah.  What are you anyway?  Are you one of those queers?  I don't understand you and your motive.

Well, all is not lost.  I can still salvage my relationship with Els.  I had identified her weakness.  She doesn't want to be dumped.  So I'm going to scramble her mind a bit.  I'm going to instill fear of losing inside her brain.

With all the knowledge about human psyche that I had acquired,  I should be on the upper hand with women.  They are such emotional creatures.

I cannot be playing according to Els' rule.  I have the upper hand here.

Well Sarah, I still owe you an apology for losing my tops the other day.  So for tonight I'll play you a lullaby.  Thanks for being honest.  Otherwise I will still be having cybersex with a dude LOL.

Good night Sarah or whoever you are, you faggot...

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