Friday, 20 September 2019

21/9/19 ^^^From now on I am living in the NOW

We been to the future, far, far into the future.  We also been to 2024.  After all been  said and done I decided to do away with the Full Apple.  Put it in the store and look at what I have now.

I realize my strength is my ability to look into the future, absurd of otherwise; what I imagine I can do.  Whatever I imagine is already real to me.

Thus I had lived my life in the future.  In 2024 and the afterlife.  Personally I still prefer my life now.  And so I decided to live the way I am now.  With the little I got.  Feeling contented with what I have.  All those things I imagine is not meant for me.  They are for my family, HOTS and the world population in general.  When I look at what I really want.  This is it really.

I got you, I got Lizzie and the kids, I got Elsie and I got Al Araf 7:7.  That all I need to fit in my suitcase.  I don't need the the RM97 million, I don't need the HOTS and I don't need the USD10 billion for sure.

Sarah, my dear wife, I decided this is the life I want to live.  I am happy this way.

This lunch hour, Lizzie is treating me to the Red Lobster platter.  She promised me that when we finally settle the house, I can eat whatever that I want.  In this case I choose the seafood platter.  That's all I wanted to feel contented.  That is my gratitude.  I don't need lots of money to be happy honey.  I already got my purse that never run dry; Lizzie Bee.

Even if I have more than this, I will leave everything to the Tetrahedron to manage.  I am a small thinker.  I don't need a life of extravagant.  For me the joy is in being a minimalist.  Not a flamboyant life of the rich and famous.  It doesn't take much for me to keep myself satisfied.

I want to hold to this feeling.  My world is small but my mind, my gosh, my consciousness extends across time and space.  I am timeless.  I am God Almighty.  What I shall become you cannot imagine - Rumi.

In my mind I am already living in the future.  In the glory of the Dragon Planet.  My body is here but my mind is already there.  Nothing that mother earth can offer can match my vision of the life I am going to live there.  I don't need all these worldly indulgence Sarah.  I want to be a Nothing.

With the little that I have I cannot do without.  So I am sticking to the bare essential.  Just make do with what I have.  I am complete Sarah.  I am a wholesome man.

All that I ever wanted I already got.  You and those that are matters to me had given me enough.  With your Unconditional Love alone, I can breathe much like inhaling the pure air of Patagonia.

What else do I need?  Back to the question.  What do you give to a person who has everything?  The answer is Nothing.  I want nothing Sarah.  I just want to just be who I am.  I want to be a man fully functioning.  This is the right formula.  This is my Path honey.

Maybe we will be happier when we are together.  However to reach there I am at the mercy of others.  Why not I just make full use of what we have now and live it to it's fullest potential?  Instead of thinking that I will see you in 5 years time, why not experience the moment now?

I am happy with you by my side now.  This is my moment.  Now, this present, I am at the pinnacle of my being.  I am already operating at my peak.  You make it possible.  So is Lizzie, the kids, Elsie and Al Araf 7:7.  Will I be much happier with the HOTS?  I don't think so.  Will a drop of saline solution be any saltier in the middle of an ocean?  Certainly not.

So I am sticking with the empiric.  This is my life I deem fit.  My 5 km radius is all that [] need.  Hence I decided from now on I live in my own sphere of consciousness.

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Footnote:  I decided to treat Lizzie instead.  From now on I just treat myself and those that I love only,  That is part of being a minimalist,

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