30/9/19 ^^^Final Entry in Art of Being 25.8.19

I have to say that the 3 weeks is really a good break for me.  I noticed that I am more stable in my thoughts.

I cannot wait to start my 3 months regimentation.  That sure is the real test.

Honey, after I read through my past postings, I am pretty sure my love for Els is paternal.  So I think it's OK that I turn her into a Unit Trust.

I don't think I'll execute the 3 years detachment.  She is a fun girl to be with and to certain extend she is reciprocating with the songs she is playing today.

I think I proceed with my 2020 Road Map with her.  After all she had mellowed much.  I still think of her as my pet and I do have this urge to pamper her.  We'll give her that one year.  Surely those thoughts were inspirations for the First Cause because beyond 2020 there are none.  It seems that the journey will only end in December 2020.

I just go with the flow.  I already made the provisions to spend on those things anyway.

Still, the decision in pretty much based on this 3 months.

OK Sarah my love, here is your lullaby:

Happy thoughts always baby, husnuzon.

Goodnight darling...  Here is to the 3 months.

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