7/9/19 ^^^TraXX is still the best station

Not even 247 Continuous can beat Sound Journey.

My mission with TraXX is still to make them the station for me to Cybernetic Loop.  I think I am succeeding.

7:50 pm:  I am listening to KG right now.  He is following the protocol it seems.  So I guess we are on track with Global Telepathy by 2024.

No senseless song.  All are embedded with the message of love.

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I ended reading Dreams of Mirrors from the beginning until October 2016.  I still enjoy reading my articles.  For a person suffering from mental illness I certainly was very positive.

I am glad I created the Blog.  It is a reminder that I am a fighter and a contributing member of the society.  2016 is indeed the year I ascend.  At the age of 52 I made a mark for myself.  I am truly a creator.  With my thoughts I create my world.

How do others see me?  Do they look at me as a crazy person?  Very unlikely.  From the postings I wrote, I see myself as an accomplished person.  I am a thinker.  An intricate one too.

I may not be rich in monetary term but I sure do labor in freedom.  I can still express my own thoughts.  That's the best part.  I am a class on my own LOL.

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My thoughts wander to Els.  What a blessing it is.  I have a pet I can play with.  Don't expect a pet to provide intellectual input.  Sufficient enough she makes me happy.  It's happiness that I was going for.  Not somebody to psycho analyze me.

I am proceeding with the God and no God Tweets.  Fuck the reaction by Aush and KG.  I just need to purge the thought out.

Megitsune by Babymetal:

Pa Pa Ya:

I got to sleep early tonight.  Tomorrow is tennis after  been away for 2 months.  I'll sleep at 1:00 am tonight

While I am at it let me analyze Els:

1. Child-like
2. Happy
3. Funny
4. Goofy
5. Smart
6. Kind
7. Easy to forgive
8. Bubbly
9. Sentimental
10. Romantic
11. Confident
12. A crier
13. Jealous
14. Obsessive
15. Stimulus-response
16. Moody
17. Temperamental
18. Defensive

11 positive traits.

Interestingly a person high in IQ may have an EQ of an adolescent.  She is basically a kid.  I wonder if Princess and Mopey are like that.

No wonder I am attracted to her.  I am also a repressed child.  It is a C-C relationship at first.  Now is is a P-C complimentary relationship.  SHE NEEDS A DADDY.  Is that a safe assumption?  Should I reinforce the relationship in that manner?

Transactional Analysis Eric Berne

https://www.businessballs.com/building-relationships/transactional-analysis-eric-berne/

From the look of it, I am attracted to a child ego state.

However based on TA, I am operating from an adult ego state.  Nor so much a nurturing parent.  So in general I am an adult attracted to a child.

I don't get it.  I am an adult attracted to a child?  What does that mean?

All I know is I am a nurturing parent but I am a child too,

Already late at night.  I'll spend more time on this tomorrow.

What I DO know is I am dealing with a child. Therefore I need to be careful not to hurt her by being Funny But Cocky.

It should be I am OK you are OK

Gosh, TraXX is certainly hitting on the right cord:

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