Well, charity begins at home, so I decide to pamper myself today. I also ate Cheezy Chocolate cheese cake and coffee.
I don't think Els is working today. So at 6:00 pm I'll just go for a walk. Need to get back the rhythm again. It had been 2 months that I don't do anything.
Oh, she is! Thus I decide to hang on a little bit longer.
#traxxfm Hey baby, you got my gift? Your predated birthday present. I was worried it might run out of stock. Better early than nothing I said to myself. I hope you like it.
Let see what is her response like.
Awww come on Elsie, I want to run today. Well? What's the response?
Today we will decide to carry on with TraXX or we moving to 247 Continuous for good.
What do you think Sarah? To be or not to be? Fuck it's already 6:00 pm. Looks like I got to skip today's run. This is the part I don't like. I have to stall my own plans just to get some oxytocin kicks.
Sarah? Do we proceed or do we abandon the whole execution? If you ask me, I will follow though. I had committed to the Half Apple maneuver. We cannot turn it to a Quarter Apple can we? LOL.
It's still no too late to run. Gosh Els, I am itching to run. Today's weather is perfect.
OK fuck it. I move to stage 2.
My darling Els.
I can't sleep last night. Normally when that happened, my thoughts lingered around you.
You know something? I can prove mathematically that you and I are yuan fen (predestined affinity). Hear me out. This may sound outlandish but as I said I can prove it :)
I'm not saying this to impress you. I'm trying to impress UPON you that our paths are intertwined baby. You ready?
First and foremost You were born in 1991 and I was in 1964. You add the numbers together you get 10:10 (1+9 & 9+1), (1+9 & 6+4). We are both a 10:10 and a 20 and also 2+0 = 2. In the Chinese Zodiac, Dragon and Ram are the most compatible partners:
You were born when *[when] I was 27 = 2+7 = 9. I met you when you were 27 (a 9) and I was 54 (a 9) The year was 2018 (add that up you get an 11 and also 1+1 = 2. Same number as the years we were born). 2018 was when I was still struggling with Bipolar Affected Disorder. You came to my life as an answer to my prayer for this illness to be cured. As I told you, love conquers all. Love is the cure for my broken heart. I was a Wandering Sufi when I was hit by the illness and I thought all the while God had abandoned me.
* External intervention. Which means you are the same age as Sarah. How about that?
After 2016 although I no longer experiencing psychosis, I was in deep sorrow. I had lost my faith in God. My health was deteriorating too. And so I dig deep into researching about diet and nutrition. I read up to 35 books on the subject. Due to the extensive research, in 2017 I decided to write the eBook entitled Lose Fat Stay Fit. I was still struggling with Bipolar Disorder then. The book I published for free in Dreams of Mirrors; www.sharudinjamal.blogspot.com
It was you who rescued me Els. When I met you I was living in isolation for 8 dreadful years. I thought I was doomed (or perhaps cursed) to live a solitary life. You brought me hope again. Although at that time I was not fully cured, I had found great joy in knowing you. For every Yin, there is a Yang. For every calamity there is a blessing. It's a duality.
Now here we are, in 2019. You are 28 and I am 55. Again both of us are a 10 and 1+0 = 1. At 28 years old I started my career as a Total Quality Management Consultant. From RM48 k a year earning the year before I had almost doubled my income as a freelance consultant. It was a major breakthrough for me then.
Fast forward to this year, another major breakthrough . This is the year I'm finally cured of Bipolar after suffering for more than 20 years. Lizzie my wife had bought me a brand new car, I settled my housing loan, I finally got compensated for an investment fraud I was involved in 10 years ago and I am now debt free honey :) Basically beginning this year I am financially independent.
Now lets look at how aligned your numbers and mine:
2020 - You are 29 and I am 56. We are both 11 and 1+1 = 2
2021 - You are 30 and I am 57. We are both 3+0 and me 5+7 = 12 = 1+2 = 3
2022 - You are 31 and I am 58. We are both 4 (if you do the addition)
2023 - You are 32 and I am 59. We are both 5 (again, if you keep on adding the numbers)
In 2024 you are 33 and I am 60. Both of us are a 6. At 33 years old I made my first million. At 60, that will be my most glorious year as the Wood Double Dragon (my mom is also a dragon); the first time that year repeats after I was born.
Notice the parallelism between you age and mine? Honey, WE ARE YUAN FEN! What it means is we are soulmates destined to be together for eternity. I want you to see this. All were preordained... We were chosen to share this Path together baby.
This is great news to me. I had found my soulmate. We had been here before in a different realm (the Spiritual Realm, if you believe in such thing) and in our past lives. This proves it.
Alas, I don't want to be sounding like a madman. Therefore I am only sharing my discovery in the hope you will accept me as who I am; your soulmate. I do believe in this epiphany baby and I do love you so much. Remember Els, this is no pillow talk and I'm not here to chase you up your skirt. I SINCERELY believe in our affinity.
It's up to you now. To believe or not to believe. The choice is entirely yours honey. It won't change my feeling for you. I always love you since day one. Or should I say since the beginning of time?
You take care baby. Just ponder about it. I spend until 3:30 am writing about this eureka LOL. Just give it a thought OK?.
Later hon,
SJ
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Let me see how deep is the rabbit hole. I call off my run for today. At least once I am certain of the outcome, I can move with certainty.
Heck, why do I have to be involved with girls from the Boondocks? Hahaha just my luck.
Sarah, I do sincerely hope that you are an Uptown Girl. That will minimize guesswork on my part.
Ooooooh... Such a BEAUTIFUL weather.
OK then I'll move to Stage 3 and I go for my run at 6:30 pm.
OK OK time to go out... Oh darn... I think she cried again...
On second thought, I hang on. Oh shit I can't decide. I'll do it. Fuck...
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Oh... She replied to my email;
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6:30 PM (1 minute ago)
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Congratulations on your success Sharudin :)
Have a lovely life ahead! Take care always x
I'm off for my run.
#traxxfm Today is indeed a PERFECT DAY for a run. I could have sworn there are people eavesdropping my private blog. What Reflection talked, I just talk about it with Sarah.
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I think I am on to something...
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