Pretty much the same thing when I want to make a comeback after I lost SJ&A. No matter what I do, I hit the brick wall.
I am like the monkey that tried to pull its hand out of the termite hole but still clenching its fist. The Path decided much. We were trained to think that we are the master of our destiny. The truth is our destiny had been decided long before we were born.
The river flows and I should follow. This is to live life of a Zen Master and pretty much the life of a Wandering Sufi. We need to basrah (surrender).
Honey, you know me well enough. I am the type that aim high and then falter along the way. That's because I tried to swim upstream most of the time. Often I forgot that in following the path, I need to FLOW.
Why can't I follow Bruce Lee' s advise and be like water?
Hang on I got to show you this monkey's video clip.
Hahaha... Monkey sees monkey do.
I got to sleep baby.
Here is your lullaby:
Sarah, I love you so much honey. Don't follow me, I am bad influence. Find your own path baby.
Goodnight...
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