Sunday, 1 September 2019

2/9/19 *** I better keep my mouth shut aka Goodbye Els

It is a pleasant surprise to hear the chirpy voiced little girl in the morning.


#traxxfm Hey, where else to dine but Els Dines! Good to hear your voice. It's a pleasant surprise :)

Already I broke the Mongolian Horde's attack protocol.  I SHOULD KEEP QUIET!  Well no more Tweet after this.


#traxxfm Hey Els Dines, did you hear about the restaurant on the moon? Great food, no atmosphere.

A little skirmish to boost my cavalry morale aaand I'm outta here!

What a waste of air time.  Damn, she is flying solo.  Ample opportunity to attack.  Well I interrupt her pattern by being a minimalist today.

Never mind...  I break the protocol.


#traxxfm You know honey, you have the power to change people state of mind by your music you play. That is Rastafafian philosophy in action. Pretty close to pescatarian if you ask me... Me? Happy just being a pedestrian. I like this Britney :)

Haaah, my little pussy cat.  What a boring world without the Feline Factor.


#traxxfm I gotta go baby, a furniture store keeps calling me. All I wanted was one night stand. Byiee...

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After I give it a thought, I decided to do away with all the frills and just send this message instead:

@elsDines  @aushtraxxfm @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm  Hi folks.  Today is my birthday.  I appreciate if you can  spin me Melody by Lost Frequencies




I need to revisit my Birthday Resolution:


  1. I will no more smoke cigarettes and cannabis
  2. I will no more pay for cunts
  3. I will no more visit Facebook and Chedet.cc
  4. I will no longer Tweet TraXX
  5. I will cut of Sarah and Els from my life entirely
  6. I will only spend RM100 a month
  7. I will save RM200 a month
  8. I will no longer eat sugar
  9. I will practice 16/8 by skipping breakfast everyday
  10. I will exercise 1 hour a day everyday
  11. I will never drink 3-in-1 coffee ever again
  12. I will never eat bread
  13. I will never eat peanut butter
  14. I will do house chores everyday
  15. I will stop taking Nicorette
  16. I will lose 30 kg by December 2019
  17. I will not eat rice at home
  18. I will not sleep later than 2:00 am
  19. I will read everyday
  20. I wash my own car


ACTA NON VERBA

I'll just send her the jacket and save money on the book.  Time to be a Hedonist Hermit again.  She is definitely not worth my time.  So I just end it with the jacket.  A farewell gift.

No more headgames.  I'm through with it.  I should start living a dream life.  No more being treated like an outcast.

At the same time I exit with style unlike Ameezan.  All these are limerence.  I should get over it.  After all I got 247 Continuous now.

I should say goodbye for good.  I got a goal to pursue.

These are all distractions.  Oh man, I got distracted by a Chubby Chubb T Rex.  I got to get real:



Actually I had been generous with her.  In normal circumstances  I won't take a second look at a Chubby Chubb like her, let alone sending her farewell gift.

This is the acid test.  Is she worth the trouble if Lizzie caught me dating her?  Definitely not...

I never dated somebody that fat.  Call me superficial but in Ameezan's word, she is a BUNTAL!

We brothers have a code against Buntal.  Specifically a T-Rex Buntal.  Double trouble.


This is item 5/20.  Which means it is in the top 20% vital few of my Birthday Resolution.  I got to make it work.  Otherwise this girl will drag me down with her nonreciprocal attitude.

Footnote:  Actually I don't mind her being a Chubby Chubb.  It's just that I can't stand her playing the Catch Me If You Can Game.

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I better practice being a passive listener beginning today.

The best way is not to listen to TraXX at all.  Also it is important not to idealize Els.  SHE IS NOT WORTH the space she occupy in my mind.

Actually I call the shot here, she is just being a starfish most of the time.

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