5/9/19 ***Life after 55

At 55 I think it's best that I live a decent clean life. I was a reckless young man in my younger days.  Time to be sensible.  Money is no longer an issue for me.  I also have nothing to buy for myself.

Hence I will buy some essentials for Els.  Once done, no more buying her gifts.  I don't want to buy things just because I have to buy.  I buy because I want it to be a memorable purchase.

So I can think of only 4 items:

• The Greatest Show on Earth book
• The Casio Baby G Watch
• The Miss Dior Blooming Bouquet perfume
• The Victorinox Rambler

After this, instead of buying her stuff, I treat myself to fancy meals with the family.  Or by myself.  I feel like treating myself to the Red Lobster Seafood Combo.

Already I feel wasted spending all those hard earned money on her.  Not having money is despairing.

I think I stop at those 4 items.  I then can eat better.  The good thing is those items were meant to last unlike buying her flowers.

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No more 3 Cs for sure.  When I was with Munek, I took a cigarette from him.  I only smoked half a stick.  Then I threw it away.  The nicotine is too overwhelming.

I am totally satisfied with my creative effort on the SNAP VANISH.

Time to sleep...

Here is your lullaby:

Owl City, Vanilla Twilight

Goodnight Sarah.

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