By now I had scraped the final remnants of feeling I had about Els from my memory. I do it with the scrambling technique I learned in NLP.
I can't have a one way relationship. It is not productive.
Instead, I had shifted all the overflowing feeling of love to you. I am now at your mercy Sarah. You now become my reason of being. My sole purpose of existence.
I know it is a big risk. However, that is the only way we can make this work. For what's it's worth you are my inspiration Sarah. I won't be able to write extensively if not because of you.
Don't you leave me baby. Damn, I seemed to be catching the same fear that Els is having. I'm also becoming paranoid of being abandoned. Well, I'm just human Sarah. I too grieve my losses.
I think it's the effect created by the melancholic songs they are playing on the radio. The late Sultan of Kelantan passed away today. So they toned down the songs until further notice.
I think I'll switch to 247 Continuous. This is too pathetic.
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