I am pretty excited with this idea after reading Solitude. The opposite of solitude is not having the crowd but really is loneliness.
Let say the past does not equal the future. Therefore I am cutting off from my past and start creating my future now. This is where I decide no more of the past and hello to my future.
Basically I am saying goodbye to those things that dragged me down and saying hello to the things that empower me.
Certainly I want [] get rid of the following:
- The 3 Cs
- Tweeting Els - I spend more money on her than anybody else
- Sugar! Including Nescafe Tarik and Buah Melaka
- The goddamn 30 kg that I had been wanting to lose since early this year
I think I send the Farewell Tweet. That way I am committed to remain silent.
#traxxfm Well folks, this is my farewell for 2019. I'll be in touch come 1/1/2020. Occasionally if time permits I may listen between 5-7 pm. This song is meant for Els. So long kiddo. 3,000 times..
Fuh... That is a relief. I [] the decision and I take the action. Now I am not looking back. 3 days/3 weeks/3 months it is.
Time to move with certainty. After this it is 3 years.
This 3 months will also include the other resolutions I made above together with the ones I stated below. I am dead serious about moving forward. These are the commitments I made for myself to start on the new S Curve.
The following are my 55th birthday resolutions:
- I will no more smoke cigarettes and cannabis
- I will no more pay for cunts
- I will no more visit Facebook and Chedet.cc
- I will no longer Tweet TraXX
- I will cut Els from my life entirely
- I will only spend RM100 a month
- I will save RM200 a month
- I will no longer eat sugar
- I will practice 16/8 by skipping breakfast everyday
- I will exercise 1 hour a day everyday
- I will never drink 3-in-1 coffee ever again
- I will never eat bread
- I will never eat peanut butter
- I will do house chores everyday
- I will stop taking Nicorette
- I will lose 30 kg by December 2019
- I will not eat rice at home
- I will not sleep later than 12:00 am
- I will read everyday
- I wash my own car
So, isolation it is then. Tomorrow is the big day. This day is the last day I make entry on this blog. Beginning tomorrow I will start on a new blog. I shall name it remainingthreemonths2019.
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This 3 months isolation is not just about detaching myself from TraXX. It is my attempt to achieve a personal goal to scale Mount 57. There are many things tied to it including moving away from the mania, getting rid of my lifelong vices, TO BE ABLE TO WEAR OLD CLOTHES AGAIN and to be able to run 10 km continuously. There are a lot at stake here. This is so significant that I coined it as Mission Hunt of Red October 2019. This is where we cross the red line, the Point of No Return.
I am excited but I am a bit jittery too. This is where the rubber meets the road. All the talk beginning this year boils down to this moment. I must achieve my 2019 goals if I am to achieve my 2020 goal to run a 4 hours marathon. Heck, I cannot run 10 km, let alone run a marathon.
As a consolation I managed to stay away from the 3 Cs. Now is about getting rid of the weight and the inflammation. I got to move past ordinary to extraordinary.
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