Total silence. Guess what? I am more aware of my surrounding. Suddenly Al Araf 7:7 and Chester are more prominent.
I love the silence of the wee hours. I feel closer to you this way.
Sarah my dear wife, I am already a very happy man with you, Lizzie, Brenda and Elsie as my Tetrahedron. After all these are the wives including the Super Seven and the kids that I am spending my time with here and the hereafter.
I don't fancy anybody else. In the case of Kristina, I can wait for the angels baby. Oh Sarah, I feel so, so blessed. I cannot ask for anything better than this.
This is my life for the good 2 years plus. A world that I share with you. A life of joy and sorrow. Pretty much like going down an easy flowing river going downstream.
Brenda had been a great help too. So is Lizzie. Alas, how can I deny the joy Els is giving me with her doting laughter.
Many people; my friends, siblings and even my daughters said I am a very lucky man. I am free as a bird. I say whatever I like, I can sleep whenever I feel like it and I eat anything my heart desires. Those are my blessings.
On top of that I am the uppermost person in my own universe. What more can I ask? These are things money cannot buy.
However no money is despairing. I just need a little bit to get by. That I already have. What I don't have is enough provision to make our lives into physical reality. For that I am still at the mercy of somebody else.
I believe my Path is straight. What I had gone th[]ough up to now is the prove. Who would have imagine a person of my financial standing has all my heart desires? Furthermore I don't have any debt. I am financially independent. Sure all that I own is now belongs to my wife. However I am not deprived of anything that I wish for.
A lot had changed as far as my perception of life is concern. I realize that I don't even need RM97 million. As long as you are with me and I can listen to Elsie's antics on daily basis, this is permanent vacation baby.
What do you think Sarah? Are you happy being with me? I asked the question before and you didn't answer. I don't expect you to answer it now. You are very secretive of matters pertaining to personal input. I still don't understand that part about you.
Are you the shy type Sarah? We been married for more than 2 years and yet you are still keeping secrets from me.
Is it because the nature of your work? Or is it because you are told not to tell me everything?
You know there are many instances that I was very proud of you. The first time was when you successfully deploy the Soul Projection Technology. The second one was when we managed to establish the telepathy link. The third one was when you said you managed to sustain your livelihood on RM500 a month.
That means you are my most loyal apprentice. Were you also the person who was trying to follow Anak-Anak Iblis to the Outer Rims?
Hey did you try peeing standing like I ask you to do using this device? LOL.
Sarah, Sarah, my dear Sarah... You are such an obedient student. What do you want to achieve honey? To some day be me? You want to be the Almighty? Well you can honey. I had taught you everything. Now if you want to be like Wonder Woman, then all you got to do is be in the state of Mushin No Shin and allow Amar and gang to download the technology from the Outer Rims into you neurons. I cannot teach you that because I don't have the knowledge and I am bounded by the 26 Fundamental Constants. Otherwise, the whole universe will collapse. The same reason why I don't do Astral Projection anymore. I am suppose to be the anchor here at the Inti Padu.
But you honey is another universe altogether. You are not bounded by this realm. So go ahead and expand further. Be Captain Marvel if that is what you desire. In the 7 Swords I talked about the Indonesian Kiai and the Shaolin Masters who can do wonders like doing the Matrix suspension on midair. I personally don't know the mantra. I only know one. There are many more in the ancient scriptures. In the Quran even.
I tell you what. I only know one Robbana (the most potent one). There are 40 Robbanas in the Quran. If you are up to it, memorize all 40 Robbanas and practice that for (this I'm not sure) 44 days I think. Try 21 days first together with water fasting a[s] see if it works. It is worth a try. While meditating apply what you have learn in the Off Mind and Matter.
I know the Kiai has their zikir (mantra). Hence pick any one of the 99 names of Allah that you prefer like Azim and repeat it continuously. You can try several combinations. This is part of the psycho cybernetic process although those Kiai don't understand the science behind it.
This is the foundation of Ilmu Kebal (the Invincibility Knowledge). I know about it but I don't practice because I hate repeating mantras. If you do it often enough you will get into a trance. The mantra becomes you.
There are books you can buy on how many thousands of the same mantras you have to repeat in a day. However, be adventurous and start you own formula. Start becoming your own Kiai.
There, I just taught you Ilmu Batin (The Internal Knowledge).
I got this funny feeling you gonna do it, huh Sarah?
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You have a bigger cup than me. So go ahead and fill you cup until you quench your thirst. There are many passages in the Quran for different purposes (I told you it is a Book of Magic) like healing those who are mentally ill. The[re] thing is I don't believe in i[n] (you got to believe in order for it to work). However the Robbanas are DEAR GOD prayers, so you are actually asking for help from God. Thus it is not magic. God's delay is not God's denial.
After you do the 40 Robbanas then say DEAR GOD then add your own doa. Weep if you must in the wee hours. It is more effective. You must be sincere. You want riches ask for riches and so forth. The doa must be consistent. That means you want it bad enough. Like my doa to make me the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier. I weep every time I recite it. Boy if I know what the doa means I would have second thoughts LOL.
But it works! With just one Robbana. So sincerity counts.
It is not true that you have to be a Muslim to recite the Quran. Anybody can do it. It's a book. Follow the recipe and you get the cake. You don't have to be a chef to read a cook book.
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OK what have I learned here talking to you without the Cybernetic Loop? Basically I am still a believer. That is why I said to you, I cannot be an atheist. I have a Sufi heart. That is my fitrah (essence).
Take care of your heart, keep it pure and you will be OK kiddo.
Today's subject is very deep. This is the path of the Saints you are taking. I am not surprise that after this you become a Sufi Saint. You have the heart. Now is to cleanse your soul. Once you have the mind, heart and soul in unison, you will realize that where ever your are, where ever you go, you are in heaven.
I wish you all the best my darling. Or should I call you St. Sarah?
Avoir!
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