This 3 weeks SNAP VANISH is to test whether I am really in love with Els or is it limerence. Also to see whether she has feelings for me.
Within this 2 days I feel much relaxed not dealing with massive emotional turbulence. I want to be kind to Lizzie who had sacrificed much. So as much as possible beginning now I want to settle any outstanding debt I have namely the house and my personal loan to her.
Later will I think of dealing with Inland Revenue. That is if I want to travel overseas. Lizzie is thinking of paying in installment. Munek is trying to get IRD to let me travel because I have an excuse of unable to work.
Personally I am happy not having to go anywhere. This is my White Space. So traveling is not my priority. I had traveled much in my younger days. Furthermore I am not comfortable with strangers and strange land. Heck, I don't even travel to KL. Let alone going abroad.
I really like it here. As long as I get to eat my favorite food I'm OK.
I need to live in gratitude to be happy.
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I will pursue a life as a Cleaner. That means I will live a clean life and free from debt, worry and illness (DWI). I need to only focus on basic necessity.
For example this is what I plan to do:
- RM50 petty cash
- RM50 maverick purchase
- RM200 trust fund
No more lending money. I think I stop taking supplements too. I eat clean. Simply minimize spending. I continue with Moringa, Butter and MCT Oil.
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