OK, I can live with that. After all I am a writer. As a writer I write whatever comes to mind. At the same time I fulfilled my need to be a giver and a lover.
Loving is about giving. I just learned that. Therefore to be a Great Lover I need to be a Great Giver.
This is the cornerstone of our relationship Sarah. Not sex but the transmutation of the Unconditional Love into the manifestation of what comes to mind.
Certainly I feel so much love when I communicate with you. How lost I felt when I thought I lost you a while back.
Brb... Medication time. Honestly Sarah, I had been flushing the Lithium Carbonate these past few months. I don't think I need the meds baby but Lizzie insists.
Sarah my love, I want to be with you always. The minute I open my eyes to the time I go to bed, it is you I am thinking about. If before, it takes effort for me to think what to write, nowadays I simply focus my feeling that I have for you and automatically inspiration is abound flowing from my mind.
I think I am becoming smarter too. I do feel the neurogenesis happening. You are the love of my life Sarah. Just like Lizzie, Elsie and Brenda, without all of you I am hollow. Of course without the Dead Generals Club, Iblis is now taking the spot as my sidekick. Even Izrael is no longer my punching bag to get a few laughs. It is Iblis most of the time because the jokes are mostly about me and my perception about you felines.
Iblis is an expert in that area. No other factors in Al Araf 7:7 can beat Iblis when comes to Feline Intuition. As you know the Super Seven are pretty serious with their work.
The next best person to mental joust is Mulder the Fox. However Mulder is not into Felines. He is pretty much a chain smoker. Suits him well having Nico the Demon as his bosom buddy.
So I spend most of the time joking with Iblis in between administrative matter with Jibrail and seeking advise from Chester, Brenda and Jibrail. At the same time I never take my eyes away from Furqan although I hardly discuss Stone Worshipers matters with her.
Izrafil is the most useful resource when I feel that I need a second opinion. Of course the busiest office is Addin because he handles worldly matters. However the busiest person is still Susan. I hardly can talk to her. She is not much a talker either. A very committed person with her work.
Thor had relaxed much since the installation of Sailbad the Sinner and the completion of the Adjoining Croissant.
The happiest person is Sonny Rooster. His job is just playing around with Hachiko. Too young to have any responsibility. Dino the Marsupial is a bit under the weather but since Chester's arrival his loads are now handled by Chester.
My Inverted Troika of the Universe Within; AlphaX64, Wiley Kat and Dino 7 is taking it easy until this haze situation is over.
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All in all I have a pretty smooth flowing ship. When we are in the White Space, they will also retire from their current posts and only attend to us in Dragon Planet where Jibrail will act as my Head of Staff in the House of Sha. When we all travel in Sailbad the Sinner, he will be at home manning the Base Station monitoring our voyage. The rest will the crew of the ship.
I know I'm suppose to be concentrating on the now. However I cannot wait to live my life in the Dragon Planet. So once in a while I sneaked into that life just sailing my life away.
It is a life of leisure. I am tempted to have the CCC inside the cabin of Sailbad the Sinner and continuously sail from port to *po[s]t without having to have a Base Station. However we need that to centrally administer the activities in Dragon Planet. I cannot abdicate that to Jibrail.
* I absolutely agree with you honey.
So we are only sailing 2 months in summer. Other months we will be spending at Base Station and visiting the various parts of Dragon Planet. The whole planet will be like NNW and NNE climate because our source of heat and light is from the neighboring stars. Therefore it's not from one source of light but from several sources. That also means we will not have the rotation of night and day. What we have is a certain part slightly dimmed while the other is bright as Dragon Planet revolves within this constellation.
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Sarah see it with your mind's eye what White Space is like. It is a white canvass. It's you who add colors to it. There you are truly a Creator. You can create anything. You own landscape if you wish. Within your own planet or your own universe if you are ambitious. I just want this:
They can reside in your universe if you like. I don't mind at all. This is eternity we are talking about. We have plenty of time visiting each other's creations.
Of course mine will be the sweet spot. I have Mother Earth. That is my trophy. There is no place like home:
So why should I travel the world now with those pesky tourists form China? LMAO. I have a lifetime to be an explorer a[nd] the custodian of Mother Earth. I own it baby. That is my trophy to keep.
Can you imagine White Space now? In addition I have the BJ Star which is full of plants and RR Star that is full of exotic non predatory animals. Of course I have my SJ Star that is highly advance technologically.
I am set for life baby. If I can *[m]e in isolation for the past 10 years, I can manage to be in the presence of my consciousness for eternity, isn't it?
* I hear you baby. You are me and I am you honey. Always been, always will be.
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I want to sleep my darling. Tomorrow I will be waking up early to sweep and mop the house although Sound Journey is really intoxicating right now.
Here is your lullaby baby:
We do a medley yeah? I don't to let you honey. If possible I don't want to sleep but I have my sweet love.
Oh Sarah... If I can see you now baby. How can I sleep baby when my thoughts is thinking about you. I love you so so much honey. You are indeed my Eternal Flame.
Time to say goodnight Sayangku Sarah. I'll see you again once I'm done with house chores. It's a date OK?
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